In case you’re wondering, I am Ryan Gosling in that picture. Russell Crowe is Shorty. They would actually make pretty good choices to portray us in the movie about our trip to Dallas. But only if our vacation adventure had happened, you know, four weeks ago, not forty years ago. Believe it or not, Shorty and I were young once…
Back when I wanted to be a rich and famous author, and I attempted to write this story, my working title for it was Brothers and Cousins. In the novel, Shorty and I were real brothers. Shorty had a twin brother named Allen, who was killed in a motorcycle accident. And Shorty was responsible for him gotting dead. Allen’s ghost would drop in from time to time and visit me, and he accompanied us on our trip to Dallas.
At least we didn’t have to buy a plane ticket for him…
In real life, Shorty had almost been killed in a motorcycle accident. He had been broken into a hundred pieces, but refused to got dead. When the doctors decided Shorty was going to live, they told him he’d probably be lucky if he ever walked again, but he would never use his left arm again.
He would walk again. And not only did he regain use of his left arm, he regained full use of it. He does walk with a slight limp, and he has scars on his scars, but he was simply a guy that refused to give up on his dream, no matter what anyone said.
I doubt I can put into words how much I admire him.
And I would like to take this opportunity to thank him for also not thinking of asking Martha out, you know, on a date, because he could have done that, too. But for whatever reason, it didn’t occur to him either, and as a result, we both ended up winning a trophy for the stupidest plan, ever, to get into angelic Martha’s heavenly panties.
What are the chances of that? Maybe we really are brothers…
Time, circumstance and distance have altered our relationship. I probably haven’t talked to him in two or three years, and when we do get together, our vacation in Dallas is the one thing neither of us will discuss. We’ll laugh, and say something like, Yeah, that was a wild time, for sure! if anyone brings it up, and move on to the next subject.
I think we tried to tell the story a couple of times when we first got back to Minnesota, but we both gave up. No one could believe what happened to us during that last weekend in Dallas. I can understand that. If I hadn’t been there, I doubt I’d believe this story either.
Full Disclosure Statement: What follows is a very condensed version of the actual events that occurred that afternoon. The real, actual, true story is simply just too incredible. Even if Hollywood tried to make this into a movie, people would walk out of the theater shaking their heads saying, There’s no way that’s a true story! You’re gonna have to trust me on this one. Remember, I’ve tried to tell this story before, and you haven’t. But all of the essential details will be included, and the net result will be the same.
I haven’t been very specific about the time of any of the events that day occurred, and that’s because I honestly have no idea. But just so we can add a little perspective, when you start reading the next paragraph, it’ll be 3:00 PM, Saturday afternoon.
* * * *
I was staring down the barrel of a gun. It was the second time in my life I was in a situation like that. The first time is yet another story I might have to get around to telling someday. It’s probably pretty long and complicated, too.
Hillary had assumed a two handed stance on the other end of the gun, just like in the movies. I didn’t have much time to come up with a plan to extricate myself from the situation I’d gotten myself into.
Summoning all of the self-defense techniques I had learned in the military delivering supplies and taking x-rays, I moved forward and disarmed Hillary. I grabbed the gun and twisted it sharply to the left. One second I was staring at a gun in my face, the next second, I was holding it. Without a single shot being fired.
Beat that, Steven Seagal!
That actually happened. If I had to attempt it again, I’d probably got dead. The only explanation I have is I live a blessed life.
Now, if this had been a movie, my next move would’ve been to punch Hillary in the face, and knock her unconscious. But what happened next was something that surprised me so much I forgot I was supposed to do that.
My best friend and brother, Shorty Girtz, stumbled through the door. And that, I think, is best term to describe his entrance. He looked like hell.
“Shorty!” Hillary and I both shouted.
“Hey.” he replied, and he collapsed on the floor, like he had been shot. For a moment, I thought the gun had gone off, and he had been hit. Hillary might have hated George enough that she wanted to kill him, but she loved Shorty enough to postpone her mad intent and knelt down to tend to her friend.
“Shorty! Get up and tell this motherfucker to give me back my gun!”
“What?” he replied. He looked up at me from the floor and said, “Give Hillary back her gun.” Then he looked at Hillary and said, “What the hell are going to do with a gun?”
“She wants to kill George.” I said.
“He had Michael arrested! Michael’s in jail, and it’s all George’s fault! He needs to die!”
“Michael’s in jail?” Shorty asked. His expression said that he thought his head was going to explode. I nodded. “Why?”
“He violated his restraining order. On Friday. When we were walking out of the office–”
“That’s right!” Shorty said. He started looking better. “George! Jesus. Jail?”
“He’ll be arraigned on Monday.”
“Shorty! I need my gun back! Get it from him!”
“No. I’m not going to let you ruin your life by doing something stupid.” He sat up and started looking more better gooder.
Hillary stood up and glared at me. I held the gun in my left hand. She took a step toward me. I curled my right hand into a fist.
“If you come near me, I promise you I’ll knock all of your teeth into the back of your throat.”
Hillary made a wide berth around me and went into the kitchen. She returned two seconds later holding a knife the size of a small machete. A very sharp knife. I knew that because one of the things I had done the week before when I was bored was sharpen all of the knives in the kitchen.
Machete in hand, Hillary moved in to attack. That’s when I pointed the gun at her.
“Hey! Hey! Hey!” Shorty yelled. He got off the floor and jumped between us. “What the hell is wrong with you two? We’re friends!”
“Remember when Jerry was asking us about guns that first day in the office? He thought Hillary brought us down here to kill George.”
“Is that true?” Shorty asked Hillary.
“Yes! But you’re not killers! You’re sissies!” I would have to become a psych nurse before I would see anyone replicate that level of hatred and venom glaring in Hillary’s eyes.
“Well, if that’s what you wanted us to do, why didn’t you say something?”
“You mean, you’ll kill George for me?” Hillary asked. I don’t think she was expecting Shorty to say that. I know I wasn’t. She changed the position of the knife in hand, taking it out of Attack mode.
“Sure,” he said, then turned and gave me a wink. “Why not? But first, we have to come up with a plan.”
I lowered the gun, and decided to follow Shorty’s lead. I wasn’t sure what he was thinking, but he at least seemed to be capable of thought, so he had me beat.
“I think you’re both nuts, but if you’re serious about killing George, we need a plan, and a diagram of his apartment.”
“Why don’t you just shoot him when he answers the door?”
“Could be witnesses on the street, and then we’d have to kill them, too.” I explained. “Better to do it inside. We could use a pillow as a silencer, or we could slice him up. But we have to know what we’re walking into.”
“You want to kill George now?” Hillary asked. Her tone said she wasn’t buying it.
“I promised Michael I wouldn’t let you do anything… foolish. That’s why he wanted to talk to me. He made me promise to take care of you, and I keep my promises. Shorty loves you, and you already know I love you. If Shorty wants to kill George for you, that changes everything for me. He’s my brother. But if we’re gonna do this, I want to maximize our chances of success, and I don’t want to spend the rest of my life in prison. We need the layout of George’s apartment.”
That was either the most convincing lie I have ever told, or Hillary was so unbalanced that she would need years of medication and therapy to repair the damage to her brain. Maybe it was a little of both, with the scale tipped to the unbalanced part. But Hillary sat down at the table in the kitchen and started drawing the layout of George’s apartment while she explained everything to Shorty.
I turned on the radio, and as quietly as possible took the bullets out of the gun. When it was unloaded, I pulled the trigger. If Hillary had done that when she had the gun pointed at me, the back of my head would’ve resembled President Kennedy’s after his tour of downtown Dallas.
I was shaken. My hands were shaking. It was a good thing the gun was no longer loaded. I probably would’ve shot Hillary, if I could’ve hit her at that point in time. I was shaking so bad I probably would’ve missed the floor if I had tried to shoot it. I put the bullets in my pocket, and hid the gun under a pile of pillows.
* * * *
We sat down to discuss the best way to kill George. Hillary had drawn a detailed sketch of his apartment, and had thoroughly explained the layout to Shorty.
“Tell me about your gun.” I said to Hillary. “Is it registered to you?”
“What does that mean?”
“Jerry gave it to me. As a present. For protection. But–”
“It’s still registered to Jerry.” Shorty said.
That settled that. We would not tie Jerry to our dirty little secret in any way, shape or form.
“We’ll have to use knives.” I said.
“Damn! I wish I had brought mine.” Shorty said.
* * * *
Okay, class. After motorcycles, what do bikers like most?
Okay. After motorcycles and beer, what do bikers like most?
Okay. After motorcycles, beer and weed, what do bikers like most?
Okay! After all of that, what do bikers like?
Maybe you should just tell us.
Bikers love knives!
Michael and Shorty were bikers. And Michael had a knife collection. Hillary brought them into the kitchen. Shorty and I each selected a knife. The blades were in good shape, but I sharpened the edges to the point where you could’ve shaved with them.
Now all we needed was an edge. The sun wouldn’t be in George’s eyes. In fact, we wanted it to be dark as possible. And that’s when I remembered I had brought most of my camera equipment.
I not only had a camera, I had a detachable flash. All I had to do was turn it on, let it charge, and hit this little button, and…a blinding flash of light erupted in Hillary’s face.
“Jesus! I can’t see a fucking thing!”
“Okay, let’s go kill George!”
“You’re not part of this. You can’t be.” I said. Because Hillary really would kill George. Neither Shorty nor I had any doubts about that.
“Look, when the police find George’s body, who do you think the first person is they’ll want to question?”
“Probably me. Or Michael…”
“Michael’s in jail. He couldn’t kill George.”
“But I’m not going to rat you guys out to the police!”
“They’re gonna try to the pin the murder on you. But this is your story. We talked about killing George, right?” I looked at Shorty.
“Yeah, we did that all right.”
“You were upset, right?” We had no problem agreeing about that. “And, yeah, you said some stupid stuff, but only because your boyfriend was arrested…” Shorty said.
“But you were joking!” I added, and winked at Hillary.
“That’s right! I was joking!” She actually laughed!
“If you’re at the scene of the crime, you’re not joking anymore. You’re an accomplice.”
“Right… Well, what about you guys? What’s your story?”
“We didn’t kill George.”
“No way, we didn’t kill George. We don’t even know the guy!” Shorty added.
“We were having a big party.”
“We were?” Shorty asked.
“There’s a half a keg of beer downstairs.”
“What! How the hell did that happen?” Shorty didn’t believe me. We all went down to the party room.
“There’s a half a keg of beer in here!” he shouted. “How the fuck did that happen! Is it any good?”
I poured us all a glass. That was good beer. And it was ice cold.
“Now all we need is a bunch of people…” Hillary said.
“I could call my cousin…” Shorty suggested. And just like that, we had planned the perfect murder.
* * * *
While Shorty talked to Leroy on the phone, Hillary went into the bedroom to change. She insisted on coming with us, after all, she was the only one of us that knew where George lived, and she didn’t want us to kill an innocent person by mistake.
We would drive to George’s apartment in Michael’s van, and Hillary would wait outside as our getaway driver. She would keep the engine running, and the panel door would be open so Shorty and I could jump right in after we had killed George to death.
I grabbed Jerry’s gun and the bullets, and hid them in the trunk of Hillary’s car. I think it was around 5:00 PM. Dusk was approaching. Gray, ghostly clouds filled the sky. There was a threat of rain in the clouds. Maybe that would keep everyone in Dallas at home and off the streets. Shorty and I would need all of the planets to be in perfect alignment. And we needed all of the angels and saints to be in our back pockets.
For a reason I couldn’t explain, then or now, I disconnected the distributor cap on her engine. The engine would turn over, but it would never start. Shorty had explained that to me the day we did a tune up on her car. It just seemed to be the thing to do at the time.
* * * *
I’m not a biker guy. I have never been a biker guy, but I spent a lots of time hanging around them in my twenties because bikers really do love beer and weed. And chicks. Some of my best friends back then were bikers. So many of them got dead young.
One of the greatest things about bikers is they don’t need an actual reason to party. Shorty’s cousin was immediately on board when he heard there was an half a keg of beer left over from the party. And yeah, he had a few friends he knew that could rearrange their schedules to come over and help us kill off our keg.
Hillary had changed outfits. She was wearing all black, and had pulled her hair back into a ponytail. She sort of looked like a supermodel ninja. She gave Shorty and I a couple of Michael’s black T-shirts, and we put them on. We found some dark jackets, and put those on, too. And we were more or less ready to go kill George.
“Maybe we should call him. What if he’s not home…” I wasn’t planning on actually killing George, but this make-believe plan we had concocted was starting to feel just a little too real to me. I needed to stall for time, and I had already blown my chance to fuck Hillary’s brains out, so I couldn’t try that tactic again… How the hell did I miss that?!? I wondered. I prayed no one would answer the phone. And I also hoped George wasn’t throwing a big, epic party.
Hillary dialed George’s number. A voice answered. She hung up immediately.
“That was George. He’s home! Let’s go do this!!”
I’m not sure if Shorty saw the look of…elation, perhaps, that lit up Hillary’s eyes as she said that. But I did.
It sends shivers down my spine even still.